"I ended up going to bed quite late because - and I can scarcely believe I am saying this - I ended up watching 90 minutes of Miss Congeniality mistakenly thinking it was Mars Attacks!"
It's just having dropped everything so I'm ready- but they're not ready
I need some not arsedness about myself but the fear of enacting that means I'm "not there" when it actually matters- I've already passed up on the fleeting conjugal so it's known I don't want to use and vice versa- but it's unclear that that's all it was going to be- despite repeated "getting to know you" liaisons since, can't tell if it's a "make sure we're still friends/avoid awkwardness"- guess I'm too close to the family on that side to get a good a feel or I'm pushing too hard
I've not been arsed about her, she's been happy, relationship wise, but now we know we've thought about each other a lot over the years- there's a load of respect and load of weariness, and friends, not many only a few dozen which is good for me, most people I know know about a hundred other people I know- anyway pub, hope my ex isn't on the bar- she was giving us both side eye when she saw us out last week
*sigh*
"Better than a tech demo. But mostly a tech demo for now. Exactly what we expected, crashes less and less. No multiplayer." - BnB NMS review, PS4, PC
Skerret's posting is ok to trip balls to and read just to experience the ambience but don't expect any content. "I'm jealous of sucking major dick!"~ Kernowgaz
We are all dying, I suppose. But it feels like I am fast streaming today after last night's indulgences. Effing hop house 13. Lager doesn't agree with me.